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Here Is What Happened

You know, I have been consistently talking shit about Amy Lee for years now, and she has been ridiculously following the dumb words all along, combating the true rumors from going viral (unfortunately they did) with everything in her power, both lyrically and technologically. Now she doesn't even go on tour, sits at home monitoring all of my devices and makes occasional interruptions. This is her job now, which is pathetic... the reason why I decided to undraft all my previous content. So here's the story, folks, that you might find interesting, how Amy Lee once pulled together a legion of techs, musicians and artists to counter the writer here who'd bullied her in the first place. Not to mention the hackers that were hired to combat the writer when the band's reputation doesn't exist anymore. Oh, Amy! No... So let's start here. I left my IG username back in 2018 in a separate post to get Amy Lee to DM me on the platform to see if I could seduce the sexpot for a...

How Does the Evanescence Songs Work?

The mastermind of the songs (Amy Lee) must have been a very smart woman who intentionally strings along the words to make her listeners think that she is specifically singing for them. I mean songs made specifically for every single one of the fans listening to songs. Parts of the lyrics/songs were also made with an idea of making listeners worry about Evanescence lead singer exposing her own issues in the lyrics and by letting the audience unanimously mourn for the heartbreaks, failures, abusive relationships she'd been through blah blah... So it got me thinking why on earth would a girl want to expose herself through lyrics to get everybody concerned? Was it a plot? Did the recording label force them to lay out such songs? Does she systematically obsess her fans for attention? That's when I created this blog to raise the awareness for people whom I knew were depressed, devastated, obsessed and mentally deranged (and escalated) listening to Evanescence by being targeted in the...

Why Do I Badger Amy Lee?

Merry belated Christmas everybody, I hope holidays finds everyone happy and healthy.... This new year is going to be full of happiness and blissfulness and I hope everyone finishes off what they set out a year or few years back and set up new goals and ideas for the years ahead. In this post I'll be discussing heartbreaks and how different people manage to overcome them. It all starts with a feeling you make toward people you find amazing, pretty, dashing, attractive etc. This feeling doesn't just come to existence out of the blue, it's just more than a coincidence. It's a progressive emotion that stretches out to an extent where you'll find yourself enchanted and if developed furthermore, you are going to be committed to your initial feelings which is now turned into a 4 letter word: Love. Some say love is sacred, love is pure, love is never having to say you're sorry, but on top of every definition of love I know I also have my own definition...

Synthesis Album

Another desperate move by Amy Lee screwing her older stuffs to make money.

Why Did Amy Lee Fire Former Band Members?

Because she owed them money she couldn't pay out of unpaid royalties.

Jen Majura (New Band Member)

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She is half he, isn't she?

The Best Female Vocalists of Rock?

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How on earth can a woman with all these negative rates stand at 12th?? Sooner or later Ranker.com is going to fix the rankings.

Josh Conspiracy Hartzler

To put it simply, the couple borrows a mortgage worth $770,000 few years ago, the naive Amy pays off the $3246 monthly checks coming through like clockwork, while Josh Hartlzer becomes the sole owner of the house!! Meaning, Amy is now officially living in Josh's house! The same old 135 Joralemon st in NY,.... Hello Amy? Do you think you need to get yourself diagnosed somewhere? I thought I am the only one who needs mental care, I was wrong!

Amy Lee on Her Track to Make Irrelevant Albums

Amy Lee's "Aftermath" starts out with a song straight out of a sex scene. "Push the Button" is chock full of sensual and sexy vocalizations contributed by Lee herself. A huge step away from her typical Evanescence sound, one could even say this song is tinged with an 80's feel. This is definitely a song you would hear at a hole in the wall dance club in the racy part of town. Amy then takes us through "White Out" which is a short instrumental interlude that sets a mood of anxiousness. The feeling is brought on by gorgeous and eerie cello work by Mr. Eggar. The only discernible motif is the foreshadowing ostinato pattern in the cello which becomes a recurring theme throughout the rest of the album. Up next is "Remember to Breathe" which is another minute and a half long interlude with nothing but cello and emptiness. It is simple yet intricately beautiful. The cello creates a feeling of nothingness and seamlessly leads into "Dark Wate...

Troy McLawhorn

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A rhythm guitar dude who called a few 'Texting' affairs between Amy & Shaun: Poor Josh is gonna be so crushed to hear about it! although I don't think he's gonna reflect to that anyway.🦥

Is My Immortal Music Video a Christina Aguilera Rip Off?

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Have you ever wondered how the band came up with the idea of making the music video for My Immortal? The vibe for the music video My Immortal looks a lot like The Voice Within (by Christina Aguilera), which the band eventually had settled on and suggested that it was gonna be for the best to make it look just like "The Voice within". (Little more outdoorsy though). You can vividly realize the same black-white classical vibe, Amy's outfit, hairstyle, the same stretching out on the ground poses,... "The Voice Within" was released in 2002 : While "My Immortal" was released in 2004 : (2 years later) I'd say a copy right violation, stealing thunder. What would you say?

Who Are the Inspirations of Evanescence Songs?

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This time around it's all about the inspirations of Evanescence songs that I assume interesting to dig out. So let's cut to the chase and explore some of the inspirations: 1. Bring me to life:  It's about her suicidal thoughts from way back and a constant nightmare she used to visit about jumping off. (Not concerning Josh). 2. Everybody's fool:  It's about her dad's commercial works as a voice talent on Radio/TV  (Not regarding her teenage sisters who were inspired by celebrities). 3. My immortal: Obviously   about her lost sister. (The only time Amy was honest to Media over a song's motif) 4. Wasted On You (also known as WOU): It's about Shaun Morgan! 6. Going under: about Amy Lee's former boyfriend. (Not Ben, Not Shaun. Just a random guy who got laid by Amy Lee later afterwards) 7. Tourniquet, Imaginary, Haunted, Whisper: Only a tale. A make believe scheme of her own.

Do the Singers/Bands Bathe in Riches?

Today, I'm gonna get a few things down on the record about the money made from the music nowadays and discuss the terms of making money off the album sales, concerts,... In this post, I'll bring you around to this terrifying world of music industry and will pass you some figures and insights as to what's going on there.  In order to kick the discussion off, I'd like to tell you that music isn't the shortest path ever to get rich. It's pretty much like a gamble. You put a lot of efforts into making a smashing record, then spend a big chunk of change to record your album in high end studios and forfeit a big sum of money on promotions,.....and finally you'll just take a little money back from what you had put in. (Unless you come up with a lucky idea)  And by the way you won't own the full royalties of your album sales. Usually, you'll just get paid a tiny percentage of the overall album sales. (Something like 5 cent per album sold while the rest goes ...

Why Did Amy Lee and Shaun Morgan Break Up?

Mutual infidelity! Shaun was cheating on Amy and Amy was cheating on Shaun likewise. It's as simple as that. If you'd priorly thought of something else or read somewhere that either the drinking problem or the drug abuse affected their relationship, you would have to think again! Shaun Morgan dated many girls (for the sex screw loose he was) and that was something that Amy couldn't live with. Even though she tried to fix Morgan, he couldn't help but hit on new girls under the influence of drugs and booze..... By the way, this relationship was going fairly well that a disaster left the couple with one choice: separation. To go in details with the separation, let me quote from John LeCompt on Facebook messenger: "There was a time when they fought a lot over the infidelities they had on each other" "Amy was having a sexual affair with her whoremaster manager 'Denis Rider' who had found Amy Lee a submissive sex slave he could've fucked on his own....

My Novel

I've already put down a 487 pages of my novel entitled Screaming at the Bottom of the Ocean , started out back in the early winter of 2007 and finished as of August 20th 2008. The basic theme of this book is a simplified narration of the evolution of Lee family and the places they have been but most of the chapters are related to Amy Lee herself. Even though I had a late start on writing for this over lack of time and mindset, now I feel like I am more determined and indulged than ever to publish it. It's a pdf file actually that can be published through here as well. An overview of the episodes: 1. The childhood of Amy Lee up to her sophomore age when she had been having a way early personal touch on adulthood stuffs by citing the details of each adventures thoroughly. 2. Seventeen pages are about her dad 'John Lee' who met his wife 'Sara' in Texas. 3. Inspecting every reasons of their nomad lives in different States within US and the most exciting pan in the L...

What Was the REAL Reason for Bonnie Lee's Death?

This is one of those sacred secrets the Lee family has been hiding from the public eye. They have kind of garbled the REAL reason for Bonnie Lee's death, and turned it into something like "an unknown illness" she'd come to contract with in her childhood. But it's FALSE, totally false. The real cause for Bonnie Lee's death is : "GETTING DROWNED IN THE BATHTUB". She's not dead because of an unknown illness, she died for actually getting drowned in a bathtub and it's out of the question as far as I had learned from relatives of Amy Lee who just told me what the truth of matter was. Over the past several years I have commented on the different websites, under the different names (as a fan) to tell the world what was the real reason for her sudden passing, but I seemed to have been losing it to crooked Wikipedia ever since. Bonnie Lee died in the bathtub because of her mother's carelessness, who was off cooking in the kitchen. It would definit...

Why Did Amy Lee and Ben Moody Break Up?

Many of Evanescence fans most certainly know about this old tacky story of the relationship with Amy Lee and the fellow cofounder Ben Moody back in the 1995 and youth camp and all. What you already know is a public knowledge on the internet and those of recorded interviews, but I think it's about time to declassify some of those stories they have been denying to admit (specially on Amy Lee's part). For the meantime I am going to anonymously publish them, though I have been keeping it a secret for a long time since I was confided not to share. Anyway, let's read the transcript of my conversation with Ben Moody that dates back to 2004 through an Email, exactly one year after he was dismissed from Evanescence. (I posed as a magazine interviewer to extract some information from Ben Moody): It all goes back to the moment I struck conversation in the summer camp and the friendship that was then fueled by our collaboration to write songs in the genre we both put our hearts into. W...

Stay Tuned for Further Posts

Stay tuned for the time being, I'll be posting more facts in the days ahead and cry my heart out. I have enough knowledge into her life to run this blog for decades.

How Did Amy Lee and Josh Hartzler Meet?

Josh had never been in Arkansas and the reason why Amy Lee had to call a bluff about it, was just a simple story I would be breaking down to you just now. As far as I can help memory and quote from Evanescence band member at the time, John LeCompt, he said: Amy was seeking a therapist to fix her mental issues/traumatic stresses from her ill-fated relationship with Shaun Morgan. She finds a therapy clinic in New York on Google and just drops in and meets her future hubby for the first time ever..... I mean ever... Josh was assigned to her case as a therapist and once he knew she had just put an end to her relationship with the other guy (Shaun Morgan), he didn't hesitate to propose to her. It would make Amy look bad if she said: "I met my husband in a mental therapy clinic". So instead, she made a bogus story like: "We were friends back home in Arkansas, and went high school together".